Slowly and steadily I grew up Moderately and bitterly I laid foundations of my future past, Reluctantly I accepted almight’s cast At different cuts of my life My existent soul for survival strived, With every drumroll of joys and sorrows Old moments and memories were like a bow and arrow As I stand by with […]

A goodbye

When I saw her, somewhere deep down I knew it was for the last time, A last time of a never ending memories, Moments of joy filled with sadness… The last smile she wore on her pink oval face, Lacked the beauty and the grace I knew we will never have another interaction, Which resulted […]

Dark figure

A short journey of my dream   A dark gloomy shadow emblazed on me,  In doubts I prayed to my almighty, As I whispered deep inside my soul, I realized a filtered hole.. Per seconds it was approaching near me, Death knocked at my unconscious, Bemused my soul, laughed at the dark shadow, Thoughts of […]

The Suicide

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It was something that made me restless. I knew there was a movement on the wall, I knew there was something consuming but I cannot express. Even if I could then you will not comprehend. I am speechless. I’m not afraid of it anymore but a fear of uncertainty is tearing…

A random thought

After 23 years on earth I strongly believe that no human is bad or was given less moral teachings. It all depends on upon the 9 rasa -(emotions) a human has and these rasa or emotions are the sole spark that ignites a human mind to perform the action he/s does to himself/herself or with […]

प्रत्यक्ष और अप्रत्यक्ष

आज ना जाने समय ने एक गहरी सोच में लाकर रख दिया था , जो १६ साल में ज़ख़्म अप्रत्यक्ष रूप से मिले वो ज़्यादा गहरे थे उन ज़ख़्मों की तुलना में जो जीवन में प्रत्यक्ष रूप से मिले हैं। इसका अर्थ ये भी होसकता है कि प्रत्यक्ष रूप में मिलने वाले आघात उन जीवात्मा […]

Another Year

Another year has passed me, there was a place left for you… And perhaps, someday we could’ve been together, who knew, I kept a little space for you… To hide and vent out but who knew, Another year has passed me… But your existence was not meant to be in the world, For a little […]